Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Three things that bother me.

1st thing:

The foundation of all relationships is trust. But the thing is, it's really hard to give someone your complete unfaltering trust. what happens when this trust is seemingly broken? it's hard to give back, if i could even consider the thought...it's true that i'm too trusting, but only because i want people to trust me back. i want to show them i'm dependable and worth being with. when you take my trust for granted though....things fall apart.

i don't know if it's all just an honest mistake...an error in communication...but if that were the reason, it would be a very weak reason indeed. all i can say is...i don't think, i can give you guys my trust, the same way i did back then.

when i meet new people, i tend to give them every ounce of my trustworthiness. i guess this time, i might have made a mistake.


2nd thing:

For the past sembreak, i've adopted a new motto. "walang umaga ang aking mga araw". this is solely because paggising ko, hapon na. at kapag sinusubukan kong matulog bago mag 1 am, hindi parin ako makatulog hangga't hindi 3 am...i am now officially insomniac.


3rd thing:

Paano mo kakausapin ang isang taong sinira ang iyong tiwala? Paano mo sasabihin sa kanya na hindi maganda ang kanyang ginagawa at inaasal? Paano mo maipaparating ang iyong nais sa isang taong sarado ang isipan? Anong makabuluhang bagay ang maaari mong sabihin sa taong iyon sa paraang hindi mapangutya? Kakayanin ko bang isantabi ang lumalagablab na damdaming akin ikinukubli habang makikiusap nang mahinahon? Paano ko maitutupad ang aking pangakong tumulong, kung wala na sa akin ang karapatang mangialam?


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