Sunday, September 7, 2008

Mikko Digests...

I Digest so slow...that's why I'm so fat....dammit...in the same way that i'm so slow in updating this multiply site....

i have to stop the repetitive redundancies of not having the capability to be capable of deciding on a decision about the matters in the issues of my life....

I long to see my angel...the angel who always gives me hope, happiness and love...but I only get to see that angel in my dreams...while in reality, next to impossible to reach...a burning passion left unrequited tortures both mind and body...burning your fortitude, your strength...your self...and yet I don't want it to end...I want this...I want to feel this. If anything, this proves my love . Still i long for my angel...an angel that seems to high in heaven to reach.

i keep giving my all...all my love...all my ability...all my life...until i run out of it all and shrivel up...but what if i already am shriveled up and dry...? ...

i don't think i am...maybe because the very thing that drains me is what sustains me.

all i wanted was to know how it feels like...to have someone close to your heart, and who keeps you close to his in turn. Not such a far fetched hope...though fleeting...

This is not such a good year for love....


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